SUM1 once told me..not all goodbyes have to be sad..haha..n thou i kinda disagree but in order 2 have hope those goodbyes shud not be dat sad=P take leavin high skool 4 example..it was a happy moment for me to close that chap of my life..but if i knew wat was comin..i guess i wouldn have been so happy=P but den again u can't always rely on d memories u left behind..cos wat would life be if u din't create new memories to enjoy in d future=) u shudn 4get d memories u left behind..but neider shud u restrict urself to relivin those past memories..watever happened u shudn b afraid to make d best of the chicken bone dats been put on ur plate..u can always grind it up n use it as fertilizer to grow sum flowers..haha funny example but jus came 2 my mind=P as for tellin ur story..each one of us wans our story to be told..so dun b afraid to share it wif d ones who treasure u..if u dun have one yet..dun b 2 distracted bein a sadist cos u mite not have noticed but u jus passed a flower in full bloom dat wanted ur attention;)
back to wat i was talkin bout..i've been in a contemplative mood d past few days n watchin dis emo jap movie helped me act on wat i've been tinkin bout..finally..haha i've been wantin to post my thots but i couldn sort it out prop to act type it out in an organised fashion..n thou i know hardly any1 reads my blog but it helps to type my thots=) and anywayz for me..its nv been quantity but d quality of frens i make..wel dats wat i say..whether i act do it is anoder matter i guess..=P
anywayz back to wantin ur story to be heard..reminiscin on memories u woulda realised wat a great story ur life would be..haha well dats wat my past yr has made me tink..i've been surrounded by few good frens who were dere when i needed dem..=) even a few passin frens who helped me get back on track and helped me look forward to d future..lookin back dis pas yr i wouldn mind goin throu it all again..its helped me mature..n its helped me realise dat its ok to let go and be childish at times..its fine to mourn but dun take too long..u mite miss d breath taking view of d sun rising on d horizon..so lets write our story my fren..all i can say is..man its been drama=P
y m i lookin back?cos i hafta look forward of cos..becos like evry1 else..i wan my story to be written dwn..and to do dat..d 1st step is to look back..to know where i'm goin in d future, i need 2 know where i've been..i've tripped and fallen..i've been bruised badly but i've gotten up again..next time i'll know...
i aso thot bout d path not taken..d wat ifs in life..wat if i had waited..wat if i din't do dat..would i b happier?would i regret doin wat i decided?i'm sure i'm not d only one dat tinks dis way..haha sum factors realy weigh alot..thou u know ur final decision..ur head is filled wif wat ifs..but one ting i'm sure of is..once u've made a decision..once i've made a decision..i'll stick wif it..i'll give it my best shot..even thou after u've made d mistake..its only a real mistake if u look dwn..d best way 2 deal wif it is ignore how high up u r..keep lookin strait n dealin wif watever comes ur way..wakakaka
wel as my bro jus sed..its good 2 tink n ponder..jus dun ponder so much..wakakaka yesh i'm lettin myself go abit..i'm lettin watever d future wans 2 bring to bring it on..act i'm not sure if dis post even makes any sense de..wakaka goodnite world..*echoes*wootz~!^.^
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