Thursday, June 19, 2008

Treasure the past, Appreciate the present, Expect the future...

The fling of 2007 has flung...
The Red Roses cry out
Begging it to stay
Petal by petal drops to the ground
The people
They blame it on the passing time
Not knowing that time, in itself, will pass
Whether or not it is blamed
...
The fling of 2007 was here...
It made the North winds blow and howl
The fields of daisies sprung out as it did after the South showers
Out of the field of yellow
An aspiring dot of darkness breaks to the surface
As the clouds dip in to take a closer look
It scoffs to find the childish likeness of a naive sunflower
As it feels the warmth of the golden rays
Its heart is filled with a breath of fresh air
And its eyes are open to see things it has never seen before
...
The fling of 2007 is leaving...
The wind carries the cherry blossom petals East
For hopes were to be brought along
Blown higher and further
The young swallows fly West, searching
For the once familiar feel
That of the friendly summer
The old oak tree stands rooted
Spreading out its shade
Worried of the incoming winter
The chipmunks make a warm home in their hearts
Once again, the Red Roses cry out wearily
Petal by petal
Is crunched against the dry ground
Hoping for the next fling to be flung
As it once did
When it made a lonesome heart feel whole
=becks=

Sunday, June 15, 2008

update for d month of JUNE..oops JULY=P

my thots on 15/6/08

yes i'm jus updatin cos its obligatory when ur frens remind u 2 update twice in less than a month?man i'm so wanted=P anywayz dat day i got a phone call from tan yang(outa d blue) askin bout a job at sbux..swt..u know y?cos i remember him tellin me he lazy to study n work at the same time..but he wans 2 do it now?LOL owel..anywayz i jus found out he got work as sales promoter...means....HES PROB EARNIN MORE MONEY THAN ME=P ahh wel..azzys earnin much more than both of us=P but his experience at hse of leather described in his blog is darn funny=P o btw azzy is leavin 4 aussie in a month?my final 1st sem test is dis fri at 9.30-10.45 am..yes i know..its only like one hr?it'll b 50 objective ques but consists of wel...EVRYTIN WE'VE LEARNT SO FAR..n if u wana know how mch dat is...tink of like...2 times more than all my notes for 1 subject i studied in SAM=.= or aka bout 2 big files worth of notes..gg dot com..giler..so basically..i gota know evrytin but not evrytin..hahaha..oo i had a try at interview session las fri n our assesment interview wil b on dis week..it was quite fun..its like bein d nurse at the hosp or sumtin where dey ask 4 history, when it started, wat u tink caused it, ur details etc..quite fun=P my "patient" had headache n cough n took a whole cough mixture bottle but din't get wel even after 10days=P n she was wryed of gettin cancer from dis...LOL=P

my thots on 6/7/08, sunday

i recently discovered dat my quite de close kawan baik has a blog dat IT nv told me about=P thou d blog posts r indirect but seein IT'S blog reminded me dat ITS reason for ITS blog was d same reason 4 mine..thou now d reason is kinda twisted but it stil remains almos d same..a place 2 express my thots dat i gota write dwn sumwhere(i used 2 use pen n paper btw=P) or even a memory i gota tel 2 remember..its not often dat i can remember a memory by jus listenin 2 a song..act its even difficult 4 me 2 recall memories that shud b important n embedded in my mind..but dat aside..azzys comin back 2mrw!lyncias goin back dis sunday n phies bday surprise wen well!^.^ i tink dat was mos of my recent rantings..besides d fact dat i kinda screwed up both my interview assessment n final sem paper which i can't do nothin bout anymore=.= i have yet 2 post about d notes i took durin a dvd sermon phie passed 2 me which i tink was realy a good reminder 4 me but for now i shall leave it at

"beauty amidst tragedy, joy amidst loss.."
JOY=The passion excited by the acquisition/EXPECTATION of good=

anywayz i was realy excited bout hangin n stayin d nite at lyncias hse cos i've nv done dat b4=P we watched juno which althou i was quite tired n missed lotsa scenes, i stil tink it is so worth watchin..d nex mornin i wen jpj at pj 2 do my P license since its expirin end of july..i did it early cos i din't wana do it after my classes start on 21st july ok=.= after waitin like 2hrs i find out dat i can't renew it yet=.= zha giler..i'm gona jus wait til after it expires 4 my silent revenge..LOL anywayz i'm now quite addicted 2 new songs thanks 2 phie>.< prob cos she sang n played it 2 many times..kaka 2wards d end of june i aso had a nice chat wif zhang..in which tings got straighten out..currently i shall be workin n swimmin more 2 fill my time besides hopin 2 get a less than 3k report done b4 my 2nd sem starts..my group wen 2 rumah Hope n my project states we gota write a totally quite crappin report on it..gah..n 2 end all this..cherating on 18-20th means me, zhang n az only have bout 3sch days 2 hang n farewell cos zhang shall b goin 2 his kenegaraan camp(i'm so tempted 2 say fat camp rite now..LOL) til 14th?anoder month n zhang wil b goin off..nex will b phie..how fun...

!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PHIE, LYNCIA N HON LIN!!!!!!(i hope i remembered evry1)=P