And my, my hands. They wanna learn to fly..

wat u lookin at ^^

RIP jackie aka grumpy gatekeeper

and now I'll take my heart back
leave your pictures on the floor
steal back my memories
I cant take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
oh and now I face the years
the way you loved me vanished all the tears

you are missed..

DRAma draME

the scene was set:

• Vicky-the bubbly german shephard, one day started presenting with acutely severe intestinal obstruction symptoms

=diagnosed Gastric dilatation-volvulus (GDV) is also known as "bloat," "stomach torsion," or "twisted stomach." extremely serious condition, and should be considered a life-threatening emergency when it occurs. Dogs can die of bloat within several hours. Even with treatment, as many as 25-33% of dogs with GDV die. my dog became part of the 4.2% of german shephards who have this condition in their lives..she survived thank god>.< currently still ever the powerhouse of energy jumping round with her raw stitches making sure she bugs us for her evening walks on sunday (we're still trying to figure out how she knows its sunday=.=)

• Jackie (aparently my aunt has d same name n i din't know til after i named her, wonder if my aunt got offended:P)-the ever grumpy mixed spitz who is a drama queen in her own world who jus opened up to d thought of SEEKING ATTENTION FROM HUMANS due to d excess attention which was being given to d new puppy (mange n mite filled hershey, we're so proud our hershey taught jackie a lesson:P)

=diagnosed pancreatitis (initially thought to be having food poisoning, she din't eat for 3days n jus before i left for seremban i found dat she had coughed out a drop of blood n asked my mom to bring her 2 d vet b4 i left)..hmm no idea how she got it cos d only person who gives her canned food is me n d last time i gave her was bout 3weeks ago n she got sick last week..hmm anywayz docs gave her a 50/50 chance of surviving n she is bout middle aged in dog years..hope she recovers..

yeap dis all happened in d span of a week..sighhhh anywayz i realised i haven blogged bout life in s'ban..enjoying d no chores policy we seem to have in d hse..lol=.= tink dere r a few dead rats roun d dwnstairs hallways=.= i seem to notice dat i have my moms cleanliness habits thou i m able 2 tolerate till a level of severity..eg i can't stand a really dirty microwave dude i mean we warm up FOOD WE'RE BOUT TO EAT OVER DERE..aparently no1 else cares thou..since i'm d only one washing it mostly=.= i made sure all my food are kept safe from rats as well=.= not to mention dat late one nite after coming home from jusco after watching hikayat merong mahawangsa(i know WTH ryte:P), i found d kitchen sink (also my bathroom sink where i brush teeth bout twice a day) filled up wif kari n clogged..lucky we have 2sinks..cos i wasn gona clean up sams mess..but seriously EWWWWWW=.=

living alone is fine thou, its d loneliness at times which r troublesome..wakaka:P anywayz tings arent as bad as they cud b i guess..got me tinkin since i've been saying i wana do my internship in sabah for awhile one day..so one day i'll really b alone wifout my family as d emergency netting..one day i'll hafta step up to d plate n bear my own weight..guess it wud make any person a lil nervous..wonder how i'll be..

ps: rats, blood sucking mosquitoes, tiny ants which bite n OMG i saw a centipede in d toilet d oder day..yes dey have become the norm in my life=.=