Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Of dusty bookshelves and pineapple tarts

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning to the end

He noted that first, came his date of birth
And spoke of the following date with tears
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years

For the dash represents
All the time she spent alive on earth
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth

For it matters not, how much we own
The cars, the house, the cash
What matters most is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash
So think about this long and hard
Are there things you’d like to change?

For you never know how much time is left
That can still be rearranged
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what is true and real
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So when your eulogy is being read
With you life’s actions to rehash
Would you be proud of the things they say
And how you spent your dash?

The Dash~by Linda Ellis

because we are all bought with a price

What can wash away my sin?
What can make me whole again?
For my cleansing this I see
Nothing can my sin erase
Naught of works. 'tis all of grace
This is all my hope and peace
This is all my righteousness
Nothing but the blood of Jesus

feeling: gahhhhhhhhh cny chores jus keep goin on n on...zzz...
headbanging to: everybodys looking for love, ain't that the reason you're at this club...
bubbling over:
  • Psychopathy is a personality disorder whose hallmark is a lack of empathy. Lacking in conscience and empathy, they take what they want and do as they please, violating social norms and expectations without guilt or remorse.
hehe i always just thought it meant someone was crazy:P:P
  • Hosanna is used to express praise or adoration to God.
  • Kaleidocycle i just never knew such a thing existed:P

Friday, February 05, 2010

Thought bubbles...

so today in the shower, i concluded dat something either crazily stupid or really good is sure to get sufficient opposition from ppl to make u second guess urself..hehe or sum1 else sed sumtin similar which was where happiness lingers, despair is lurking at its feet..or sumtin lidat:P but den d next question came to mind, if dat sumtin dat is makin u get so crazily hurt is eider really stupid or really good..how do u know which is it?stupid or good?lol
guess only time will tell...
but till den, i'll savour d happiness..
in ur faces opposition!

btw becky realy really sucks at EQ..shes really sorry to any1 shes ever hurt due to d plain fact dat she avoids saying sorry, to which she doesn't know d reason..she jus thinks its better to justify her actions or say nothing rather than apologising..which is WRONG she realises..but she still does it...


this made me laugh:
"I can picture a world without war, without hate. I can picture us attacking that world, because they'd never expect it. "
-Seen in a slashdot sig

"Anything too stupid to be said, is sung." -Voltaire

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Of the 2nd of February....

hmm i just realised i haven't blogged for bout a month but den again its like i have sumtin 2 blog bout but when i open d page to do it, it slips..lol like a breast mouse:P hmm the big 21..honestly i dun feel any difference, jus dat now it gives ppl a reason to say hey u shudn b acting dat way, ur ready how old..grrr watch out u..personally my birthdays have never been bout d celebration to me, phie helped me make it bout spending time wif ppl n mom showed me dat u can celebrate even if u don't want to..lol so i guess i'm happy how i spent it dis yr..way quieter than i expected, which i never wud have done if sum1 hadn ditched me..in a good way:P but m thankful for d ppl i have in me life, which i guess comes to show when its d bday, cos dey remind me again dat i made a difference in a person's life by bein a fren,etc. n its cool dat after sum time, ur frens notice wat u want as a present rather than things u know..so thanks for ur time:)

hmm CNY is coming, n its a friggin pain in d arse..moms been piling on chores roun d hse n its barely done with..valentines as well, hehe i read a hate post on my frens blog bout it where she sed evrytime she sees couples she feels like breaking dem up..funny mayb i'm having bloggers block for d time being so i'll end wif on dis note..adios amigosps: one day i'm so getting a customized tattoo dat i so have in mind, a dragon wif a thorn in d mid of d body blowing out a flame which becomes a black rose(which is where d thorn came from)..any ideas where to put it thou???rawrrrr..never been one for mediocrity..i found fishnet shirt!!!gosh at a cool shop sellin clothes of d label "gothic lolita punk"..haha i tink i'd be friggin emo stylo overseas:P friggin expensive for d shirt thou..