Of the 2nd of February....

hmm i just realised i haven't blogged for bout a month but den again its like i have sumtin 2 blog bout but when i open d page to do it, it slips..lol like a breast mouse:P hmm the big 21..honestly i dun feel any difference, jus dat now it gives ppl a reason to say hey u shudn b acting dat way, ur ready how old..grrr watch out u..personally my birthdays have never been bout d celebration to me, phie helped me make it bout spending time wif ppl n mom showed me dat u can celebrate even if u don't want to..lol so i guess i'm happy how i spent it dis yr..way quieter than i expected, which i never wud have done if sum1 hadn ditched me..in a good way:P but m thankful for d ppl i have in me life, which i guess comes to show when its d bday, cos dey remind me again dat i made a difference in a person's life by bein a fren,etc. n its cool dat after sum time, ur frens notice wat u want as a present rather than things u know..so thanks for ur time:)

hmm CNY is coming, n its a friggin pain in d arse..moms been piling on chores roun d hse n its barely done with..valentines as well, hehe i read a hate post on my frens blog bout it where she sed evrytime she sees couples she feels like breaking dem up..funny mayb i'm having bloggers block for d time being so i'll end wif on dis note..adios amigosps: one day i'm so getting a customized tattoo dat i so have in mind, a dragon wif a thorn in d mid of d body blowing out a flame which becomes a black rose(which is where d thorn came from)..any ideas where to put it thou???rawrrrr..never been one for mediocrity..i found fishnet shirt!!!gosh at a cool shop sellin clothes of d label "gothic lolita punk"..haha i tink i'd be friggin emo stylo overseas:P friggin expensive for d shirt thou..