..Scary Realization...

Just yesterday dis big BIG storm was raging in Subang Jaya dat brought terror all around..it looked as if it was a hurricane..seriously the wind was so strong..n it was so scary..it was the 1st time i heard the wind howling n whistling like how ppl write in books..but so clearly n magnified louder=P at 1st i thot it was normal rain n continued readin comics..but sumtin caught my attention..i glanced out the window..how come not much rain but so many leaves flyin round?!so i decided 2 open the door..omg!thank goodness it wasn in my direction else i think i would've flown backwards=P i even thot my maid was in the bathroom cos i couldn't push the door open but when the wind died down slightly i could open it like normal??as i looked out the door..lookin at the leaves caught in the wind..i wondered..after this storm..would we remember how scary it was 2 be in the middle of the storm?sure we'll continue to see the devastatin effects of it but if we weren't there..we cant empathize wif those who have..n it made me think of even more devastatin disasters dat have happened..

n i think dats also y god sent jesus down as a mere baby..so dat we would know dat he has been through life b4..he was tempted by the devil..but he din't give up!den durin the rest of the storm i was wryed cos the neighbours tree fell n sorta bein supported by the electrical cable n sparks flew..i remember thinkin..omgosh god!ur gona come now?the earths endin?n i remember thinkin r we done dat bad dat u wanna destroy the world again or sumtin?well it sounds funny now but seriously..u know lar..den now i think back..i'm sorta reminded of the story of abraham n his nephew lot..lot settled in sodom n gomorrah which were evil cities-sodom is where the word sodomy comes from so dat shud come as a hint;) basically the ppl dere were goin against natural sex n tryin all sorts of other stuff..n abraham was on the other side of the land..one day while he was talkin 2 god-yes god is actually ur best fren n ur 1st love if ppl readin r like..huh? so god told abraham bout his plans 2 destroy sodom n gomorrah by rainin down brimstone..n abraham was like..but god..wat if dere r 80 righteous ppl livin dere?would u have mercy n not destroy the city?n god sed yes i would..n abraham asked wat bout 70,40,n finally 10..n god sed if dere r even 10 righteous ppl livin dere i'll have mercy n not destroy the cities..so come back 2 our time now..can u imagine if god were 2 destroy us again..u know it means dat even thou hes so merciful but we're so horrible dat he can't even find 10righteous ppl as a reason 2 have mercy..thank goodness he made a promise wif noah not 2 destroy the earth again=P

ok back 2 the storm of subang=P 2day was the last day 4 skool b4 march holiz n the last day 4 exam..went 2 skool like normal..saw one gigantic tree got upROOTED-yes the roots were up in the air=P n even the road sign near skool was uprooted..other damages r like my taman gemilang pondok practically got swept off n went outa skool onto the main road in front of gate tree-for ur info..dats quite a distance n its quite heavy metal so u do the math how strong the wind was;) outa 3 pondok only one went dat way..prob cos it was most exposed 2 the wind n the roof is in an umbrella shape..even the bricks dat were supportin dat roof-which were connected 2gether by simen came apart n quite a few of them flew in2 a nearby rubbish bin=p sorry but i got no pics but the whole senario made me imagine hows it like 2 b in a disaster n the kinda breakin feelin of fallin apart..o yea..part of my skools new dewan roof flew of 2=P aso my fren told me of astro sattelite dishes fallin off 2..haha..aihs..okai i think i blogged n made up 4 the time i din't blog..hope u enjoyed;P btw my mood now..seriously tired=P

..BECKS...

becks..becks..kinda like my new nick name 4 ppl close 2 me..it actually began wif gwen..den i hear..quite funny..but after awhile i got used 2 it lar..den out of the blue sophie aso started..den oklar..haha..actually i think only 2 of those ppl r callin me dat so far but i think its special..becky n rebecca r common names so becks is like my special name=P haha..quite cool..anywayz check out my new blog song=P actually i thot of puttin it on my blog cos its quite an inspirational song n its nice man!=P it speaks bout livin ur dreams..doin wat u wanna do..doin wat u like..haha..still thinkin bout wat i wanna do..hopin god will speak 2 me n give me a clear picture..always wanted 2 do ventinary like i told kiran 2day but mom sed if ur gona do dat u mite as well b a doc n help more ppl cos even if the animal die its not so bad n ventinary course isn't exactly cheap so i thot of doin sumtin else 1st den pursue ventinary later..d only problem is..wat 2 do..i'm sooo old!!!i doan 2 b old yet!!!=P so yea..basically i mite even do form6 cos the worse dat could happen is i fail..okai dats quite badlar..=P but i mean..take it as a challenge lar..gona start on hw soon..haha later cyclin 2 kirans hse 2 go cut a frinch cos i felt like havin a frinch n i mean..d worse dat could happen is it sux n my hair will grow back=P anywayz yea..its a short update..feelin tired so prob go sleep later..i hear my addmaths n fiziks hw callin me..the horror!!!*dramatically puts hand on forehead*=P heard funny news 2day..a classmate got 2gether wif dis girl who he dreaded at 1st n another fren broke up wif his gf dats been quite long de..good n bad..life goes on?gods love prevails..thanks Lord...=)

new year..?

okok..wheeeeeeee..i'm back..4 one post..cos i only felt like postin now=P anywayz wats new?well

~its a new year..2006..gettin used 2 it..spm year!!!*shrieks..i'm so old!!=P

~i went 2 myanmar durin the holis 4 a week..interestin place..better than india..quite nice really=)

~skool started..5 gamma..our old mod maths n class teachers isn teachin our class..not really surprisin since the last few ones stopped after less than a few months..can't b cos of my class..i think we're really angelic=P nywayz sunita is our class teacher..half good half bad..can't complain..YET..haven seen all my teachers yet..owellz..dreadin my report card cos i jatuh so terukly!!my bio/class teacher gave an inspirin lecture thingy after her lesson 2day..really inspired me 2 b consistent cos dats my weakness=P

~my moms room is bein renovated..i got a new queen size bed n gave my king size 2 my mom..i know i know..i'm so nice=P i aso got new place 2 study where theres no com,xbox,tv 2 distract me or tempt me..wootz!=) practically my whole hse is changed abit ere n dere..

~mom retired..no more alone at home..means hafta study more aso=P not so bad..

~i dun feel so tired compared 2 when i left skool 4 holiz last yr..i feel redy 2 learn..thank god!!=)

~my maids leavin on my birthday this yr=/ owellz..

~not plannin 2 play 4 bball team dis yr

~joinin taekwondo again at skool..haha..4 fun only..joinin swimmin n aso FINALLY i'm fulfillin my promise..2 at least one yr join my skool cf n b active=P

~i worked as an office girl last holis n managed 2 pay 4 my christmas gifts by myself..whee!!!=)

~i can take my braces out in 3-4 months time!!!wootz!!=) dats way earlier than xpected=)

the old?

~i'm still me but tryin 2 b a better me..hopefully..my goal dis yr...haha

~still dunno wat i plan 2 do after skool..

~almost evrythin else?haha

well..i guess dats it..must berusaha dis yr..not sure bout my piano..nv really have been..dun bother 2 practice..wanted 2 quit but mom din't let..anywayz gota go de..wheeeee....=)