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Becky was bored one night as she couldn't sleep. Lying awake, inspiration suddenly struck out of the emotional roller coaster of feelings she had recently been on. She picked up a pen, tried a strum on the guitar and poured out her frustrations. And this was the result:

Verse:

Made my way into town today

Tried my best to let it pass

I don't know why I did those things

I guess I just am an ass

To have let go but not moved on

To have better known and still let you go

I'd give the world just to make it work

But I guess we've missed our chance.

My babe my boo, I really love you

But I had to let you go

To spread your wings and let it grow

I saw beyond my selfish woes

Though these times may be hard and rough

I will not fall for your sake

I'll think of you and our happy times

I'll cherish this heart you gave.

Pre chorus:

So is this the way, Its meant to be

Cause I can see, Its hurting you and me

Is this the way, My life will be

Just moving on, Let's see how far we'll be.

Chorus:

Cause baby I see a bigger purpose

Baby I know how it feels to be put down

And crushed to the ground

Cause baby I see a bigger picture

Baby I know the aching of your heart

But I wouldn't change a thing

Because I love you.

Bridge:

Lord, I give you my all

Though the rose may wilt and the sun never rise---

I will find my joy, in my first love

So why am i writing this instead of just posting a recording of my finished work?(i'm quite proud to say i was quite inspired to use 2songs-saving jane~come down to me and shadowville productions~never let go- to create the piano contribution and also use guitar as accompaniment)But Becky just got to lazy to record it. Plus i hate it when recordings have that fuzzy background noise. It just ruins all the details u love to hear in songs. Plus Becky's holidays is ending soon=(=( I have yet to come up with a title though. Maybe one day when I'm finished with it. I still don't like the lyrics of certain parts and also the melody but i'm quite happy with how the verse sounds like. i was up one night playing around with the song and it was getting quite late so i decided to sleep. Just before i fell asleep, a melody hit me and i really liked it. Hence, it became the melody of the verse=P

Besides that, i also have random other lyrics i came up with while on my emotional streak=.=

I don't want to have to guess, I just want you to ask

How can you say you care, When all you do is watch me fall

And stare---

Are you the same person I knew before

The one I fell in love with and shared

All those bits of happiness

You made me second guess and you didn't reassure

You made me hide away myself and decided not to care

Now you're feeling bad for yourself

But whats the point my dear

When you decide not to learn and drift away further

From the person who was here

One day, during my clinic posting, Becky felt the contemplation mood while looking at patients coming in and out of the doctor's consultation room. So, she wrote these words down:

I wonder if she feels bitter at her fate. She didn't smile.

=She was the wife of a man who had an accident and was left disabled for the rest of his life=

I wonder if they are happy with being ever discontent, I wonder if they noticed

=They were the women who came weekly to receive vitamins injected regularly supposedly to promote skin rejuvenation or something like that=

To be learnt and digested: I only knew poon closely during my SAM year so how can i expect to understand someone I barely knew during high school. Since, as in zhangs opinion, poon is becoming the 'old' poon, i should not expect to be able to anticipate or even understand his current actions. All i know is that we're no longer in high school, if you really want to keep in touch with a person, it would have to take more than just hanging together when other friends happen to call us out together. Hence, becky. Accept the fact-you need to move on. Stop being angry. Stop getting upset.

And after ALL that, Becky finally felt better.

Classes are starting next Mon. DREAD.